OHGAWWWD

Suddenly, I have an hours break from current class O.O I shall use this time to update what's been up in my life! :d haha. productive in procrastinating I might say. Sorryyyyyy, no photos. Yet :q

Last week was a really goooooood outfit week. Felt awesome to feel good, lookin good. Eh, still does. Momma should try it someday.

Monday 16th
No training. Thus I spent the time recurcuiting my bread board. haha. Satisfying accomplishment. Looks freakin neat! Pat on my back till I had a hard time lighting up the dang LEDs.
Boys. Boys. Boys. All three of 'em in one day. GAWD.

Tuesday 17th
Add a little American flavour. Hippity hoppity xD oHGAWD, I'm so lame x) Life's per normal. Wait, what am I saying? I meant school, jokes, dances, or it's all just a blur?...

Wednesday 18th
HEELS DAY 8D Though I spent that day heading to town after school with Anis and Gavin. Supposed to buy heeeeeeeeeeeeeels but to no avail :<<<<<<<<< In the end, I didn't head to class =x Brought Dad's Canon along. LOTS and LOTS of photos. Too bad the sensuous ones were deleted. Although it nearly caused me a heart attack! Maybe it's for the better anyway.

With what's going on, I don't think I'd wanna remember it all. The confusion, numbness and oblivious abyss I'm feeling now has resurfaced again. I knew this would happen but why didn't I stop myself? I guess I knew the answer all along. Could be the longing...
I'm not gonna sell myself short. Patience ought to be a virtue. The time will come. IDGAF aaaaaaaaaaaah...

Bubbletea me. Now.

Thursday 19th
AWESOMEST outift day of the week. Unfortunately, I didn't take a picture >:( Well Thursday IS my busiest day of the week. Thanks all for the compliments :) Met Alcie at the pool. She's like a life size superwoman. Guarding the life of innocents. 8D I shouldn't have gone for Archery since I missed psychology lectures and and I could've talked to Alcie longer? But but at least now I know where the indoor shooting range is. It's in freakin potong pasir! That's the first time I heard such a place in my 17y Singapore life! Hahahaha. I still find it immensly amusing to find out things that are forever there. Like suddenly some ancient life artefact pops up and says 'Hi' to you. Dreamt I was sent home on a white unicorn. Most probably was.

Friday 20th
Was the most fastest end of the day in my life. It must've been dead too coz I can't seem to rememember what I did o_o

Saturday 21st & Sunday 22nd
Sat training till 2pm NOBODY at home till night. Like OMG what was I to do? Grounded from using the computer, I just lay down on my bedroom floor beneath my twirling fan. I was so pooped that I couldn't move around for 3 hours. Just lay there, smsing. Windows closed, it felt like my kinda solitude. A get away from everything. The house to myself somemore. I ought to have danced around the house in my underwear.

Sunday, oh Lord, sayed at home the whooooooooooole day. With everyone at home. Slept till 11am. So chores here and there. Nags, laughs, fights. It felt real old since I last faced this. I realized I've been away from home to long. But it didn't feel welcoming. I felt restricted. My butt just had to get out of the house. I'd want to walk around town or head for photoshoots. I just wanna live. It's fine if I'm alone at home but it isn't if there are actually people in them but they're either busy doing their own thing or busy bossing me around. Selfish? Nope, restricted. Nonetheless, I could still say I have a loving family.

Monday 22nd
Declared this week scarf week. Poncho style.
Training. Played doctor and nurse and patient for a while. 3-in-1. Thank Allah Nicole is alright. Hitched a ride home from dear senior. Nicole too as she'd sprained her ankle. Ditched bubbletea time. Just not for me that night. Gotta get over it asap.

Tuesday 23rd
Bondage. Black scarf. Black outfit. Didn't get into psychology lecture as it was FULL. =.= Head to Rasa 21 with family to eat. Don't blame me for feeling jittery thanks to your last minute decision. I did my best trying to be polite. I told you since last week so there. Hmph. Pulled out Harajuku turquoise and pastel pink. Tokidoki. Head to ESSS for ESMB nightwalk. Jia sheng is so tall!!! :O My babies have grown up. *tear* Reached home around 1am.

Wednesday 24th
I looked like a million bucks. I didn't feel like one though...
Walks at night are really zen. For the lack of a better word. Night air wind, cuppa bubbletea. Had a loooooooong reevaluation on my life. I'm gonna stretch my curfew to the last second. Too bad you're all the way in ppcc.

Thursday 25th
Tried norm outfit. Yea know, T-shirt and jeans and jacket. Can't Xin jia puo lians stop wearing slippers to school? It's just so unsightly. To see all your little piggies paired up in a sundress. Give me a break. Worst still, in super hot pants. There ain't no compliance I tells yeah.

Oh! Gotta head back to class now. Adios muchachos~
Till Batman returns,
-Azri
17:48



I googled my name, my four letter name, and I looked at all those other "Azri's".
I wonder who and where are they.
Are they ok?
Are they like me?
I embraced myself to not feel shock when the page came on clear as I saw he was going he was making he was very dear.
Of course my name is neutral and oh so very near.

I googled my name, my four letter name, and saw my eyes like eyes at headlamp deers.




03:43



Whoa. In less than a month :)
I'm not supposed to smile =x



01:02



iNSPirAtioN.
Where does it come from?


OVER DUE PHOTOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :D
Smile, because I could finally post it! hahahahah :)
Sorry uh. Couldn't rotate photos luh. Computer being a =x



I've not worn this pretty pretty skirt out ))):
Anis, be the reason I'll use it. Or some other person(s).
Ouh! I'll wear it tomorrow to school. Wanna bet? Anyone? (:
Awesome comments from the guys in class. Thanks!
General answers with the girls, it's so boring, shoot me =.=
I could wear this whenever I want. Yes. Just more fun if someone were there with me.

Curl hair with paper strips. Go figure :)
Hint: RiceBunny.



WENT OUT WITH LINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
And her lovely. Haha!
Slept over at her studio after camp =x Omg, I missed you so much la ):
Let's dance that wild again soon k? hahaha
Thank you, Neil Gaiman.



♥♥♥


Does. it. mean. anything. to. you,. honey.?
haha. Remember where? tehee :P
tease, coz it's fun.
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Ouh! Let me tell you this wonderful news. Or rather guess it ;D
How much do you think this much food costs?
Rice + vege + tofu + potatoes + chicken + hotdogs = $?
Come, put in your answers at the tagboard.
Look like a smarty pants for once 8)

Rainbow stockings simply because I don't have real ones.
Gotta buy gotta buy. My hands are itchy to slide my card. Itchy and resisting but I don't know if I could wait till Christmas. I'm gonna buy one pair. Just one. Haha! I feel like Cathy mannn...
Stop this torment you're makin me feel. And hun, stop staring for too long :]
Throw out the bad, bring in peace.
Or however the phrase goes. Pshaw.


Lately I've been listening to R&B O.O
I know right. Azri + R&B = ?
But yoooooooo, it's cool. Yo. Haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMALA JOSE!
TESTS next week.
I don't wanna see you.
Nor hear you.
Nor touch you.
Nor feel for you.
But I'll miss you.
Everything will be alright.
Self-assuarance right on board.
I'm sure it is. If not, it will be.
Insyaallah. (God willing) (Allah willing)

I guess it's a mater of perception.
I've always believed in this.
Perception.
Different perception = different thinking = different personalities
Your own naturally made brand for idiots. Omg. Stupid pills. sE-TOP taking themzsxzsxzsxz.
However, this doesn't have to apply to everyone.
I mean you could go to all the religious classes or enroll in a nun school for God's sake but if deep inside, your heart craves for desire, it'll all tumble. You can't stop it. You could just stand back. Watch. And choose. Just gotta know where you stand in yourself and of course in between others.

I don't know what I'd do if I lose you.
You can't be the only one right?
Console. Cry. Console again.
Happiness is just around the corner. I swear.
Can you handle me?

Let's make it fun.

In anycase, 2Vpeak / π = VL(ave)
I'm sooooooo gonna be bringing calculators everywhere with me when I become a Mechanic.
Except, my calculator would have blingzsxz. like BOOMZ :O
lol

Azri
01:59



Come, let's do on the spot poetry :)
Yes, it's a gift that I have. Thanks Allah xD

I keep denying everything. I feel like poo.
It hurts so badly. I might curse you.
Of all the people, I must admit.
I like you the most you ignorant git.

Love is bright. Love is blind.
I think I sucked on a porcupine.
I want to feel I want to heal.
Though my head is spinning it's own will.
Help me fly, hold me tight.
I want to be with you if that's alright.
I am a noob. A silly fool.
But I know this is what we like.

xoxo, azri

lolllll..how's that for 3 minutes?
I'm off to camp. I shall. I will.
Hope y'all don't miss me too much.
I might just squeal.
As talla bista bebeh~

♥Azri
21:59